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  • Amazing times in New Orleans

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    I’m beginning day 4 here in New Orleans.  The conference has been going into it’s third day (second full day) now.  For the most part things are going pretty well.  I had the opportunity to experience New Orleans in a very unique way.

    We got the opportunity to witness the devastation of Hurricane Katrina first-hand by getting on a bus and being led around the city by residents of New Orleans.  I was asked to write a reflection on my trip for the conference newsletter, which best captures my thought of the trip:

    Sixteen months after Hurricane Katrina, the headlines seldom remind us of the devastation brought by this storm. After witnessing the destruction first-hand through the bus tour, the impact of this national tragedy resonates through my heart and the hearts of students from all parts of the nation.

    Students watched in awe yesterday as we entered the 9th Ward. It became difficult to count the boarded and standing houses, that remain empty to this day. Emotion overcame us as we saw an “X” marked on each house, each documenting the victims left by the storm. In our own homes, the opening of a new store brings a new place to buy material goods. However, here in New Orleans the reopening of a simple grocery signifies hope, a symbol of rebuilding and resurrection.

    The narrators offered a first-hand account in many ways. We could hear their anguish – but above all – their pride for their community, and their determination to overcome adversity. In the midst of destruction, light was revealed to us in the form of the Musicians Village. Marked by vibrant Easter egg colors, these homes embodied new life delivered from death. In many ways, we witnessed the “Deltas of Change” through the eyes of the New Orleans survivors.

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    Musician’s Village

    I took a few pictures from the bus and posted them on Flickr.

    Last night we also got to experience something called the "Second Line", which is a New Orleans celebratory procession.  Led by a big marching band, 700 students danced and marched along the streets of New Orleans, ending up at Jackson’s Square by Bourbon Street.  It turned out to be a blast.  People were hoisting people on their shoulders and dancing in the streets.  I raised my friend Sarah onto my shoulders and managed to carry her for about 5 blocks.  I was surprised that my shoulders could sustain for that long. As we were marching the streets, people came out onto the balconies to cheer and throw out beads.  It was an amazing sight!

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    More pictures on Flickr

    Today there were plans to do a lot of service projects throughout the city, but they have been canceled due to rain.  We’re just sitting in our hotel rooms now, and I’m spending some time catching up on work.

  • 17 hour day

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    It’s 2:15am Friday morning, and I’m on the verge of completing a 17-hour day, 1st day at the my conference in New Orleans. New Orleans is a remarkable city, a place that I’m surprisingly enjoying. Throughout this weekend I will receive some more exposure to the rebuilding needs and processes, but what I’ve seen so far has been really promising. I’m liking the town.

    The conference is definitely different from previous years, but I’m enjoying it nonetheless. I’ve seen great things today, I’ll look to share more about it in the coming days. It’s good to see some of my old friends here, but I’m sad that I really haven’t had an opportunity to catch up with them.

    As far as the leadership activities go, I’m ready to be done and move on. In many ways, I’m looking forward to only having three days left in my term. I’m ready for a much-needed break.

  • Mixed emotions from the discernment process

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    Note: The following is simply a reflection of my initial thoughts and feelings througout my own personal discernment process, and is not intended to serve as an account of the process or disclose any private comments that were made during this process.

    The leadership discernment process is over, and the basic result is that I was not selected at the chairperson.  I definitely am holding a bag of mixed emotions within me at this point, feelings that are extremely important to process.  One side of me is very relieved and very joyous. I am happy with the result and the person whom was called forth to be chair.  I have a sense of relief because I no longer need to fret about the balance of my schedule, the stress of a larger sense of responsibility, and the grief of giving up some of the duties I most enjoy (i.e. maintaining the web site).  A large part of me is joyous.

    Still, there is a sense of disappointment, and my initial confidence in my abilities & perceived value is definitely shaken from this experience.  Throughout the rest of the day I’ve been left to question whether I was the only one that felt called to put my name out there as chairperson.  Before the final selection process, I made some comments that may have been perceived as radical.  I was definitely honest in my view of the challenges facing this organization, and I think the suggestions I offered may have simply been too radical and challenging – the changes too drastic, to the people listening.  I am left to wonder whether I would have been truly better of keeping my mouth shut when it came time to offer suggestions.

    I feel I definitely offer a unique perspective in this process.  Being a non-traditional student with over 6 years of involvement in Campus Ministry has definitely shaped me differently.  My struggles with Campus Ministry at J23 have given me some unique experiences from which I base my motivation and advocacy.

    In the end I wonder if I am better for the experience for participating in this experience.  This is the second year I’ve participated and in a joking way I can say I’m 0-2 in this process.  I would like to think of it as God calling me to be doing something different, to devote my energies elsewhere (God knows I have enough else going on at this point).  I am ultimately glad I stepped forward and put my name out there, but there is defintely a degree of doubt and pain I’ve taken from this process.

  • Discerning for Leadership

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    One of the things we’re doing here in Dallas is discerning the next chairperson for NCSC.  Right now I am spending time contemplating what gifts/attributes are needed for the chairperson, and whether I myself and called to serve in this role – of if I feel someone else exhibits those qualities.

    These are just some random notes that I am writing down, for the sole benefit of getting something "on paper".  Some of this may just be a braindump, and in the end I’m not sure just how understandable this will be.

    I find myself going back and forth as to whether I really feel called to this position.  I look at where NCSC is at, I look at many opportunities and struggles and I see how I could plug in effortlessly into this position and serve the NCSC well.  I think I have a lot of really good ideas, some really good vision as to how the NCSC is run, and do get excited about the opportunity to serve Catholic students on a national level.

    At the same time, my overbearing schedule rings in my head like a loud church bell.  I step back and look at the fact that I’m working 40+ hours per week, going to school, playing in a band and now starting a new business – do I really have time available for this?  Is it fair for me to take on something this big – when I think about my relationship with Bethany?  Am I setting myself up for failure by taking on too much.

    I know I do a lot of NCSC work right now, and that it simply might just be interchanged with more NCSC work, but is this what I’m really called to do?  Can I be effective at this?  Right now I know there are things that I could improve upon in my current position in NCSC, is it right for me to move on to something else?  Would I be happy doing this kind of work?  There’s a part of me that really wonders if it would be best for me to be off in my own corner, simply do web site and tech development.

    Last year I discerned for the National Chair position, and things didn’t go quite as well as I would have hoped.  I am extremely supportive of the result of last year’s discernment, but where I struggled was the part where people reflected on my gifts and what I brought to the group.  I was shocked that the gifts that people didn’t name the gifts I wanted them to name.  I thought as myself as a visionary, organized and detailed person, and it felt like people couldn’t see past my technological abilities.  Part of me doesn’t really want to put myself out there because the same thing will likely happen again.  It’s not that I don’t mind people thinking I’m a tech geek, but it frustrates me when it seems like people don’t see past that.

    I would appreciate any advice and prayers over the next few days.

  • 12 on the 12th for May!

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    I managed to get my 12 pictures taken for the 12th of May.  You can find the (which includes the full-sized pictures) on my Flickr! site Check them out below (also, be sure to check out (my girlfriend) Bethany’s 12 on 12th)

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    I began the day by working at my home-office, on one of my many teleconferences.

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    Driving to down-town Fort Collins to have lunch with my girlfriend Bethany.

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    Bethany and I at lunch at Old Chicago’s in Old Town, Fort Collins.

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    Downtown Fort Collins

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    I then drove down to Lafayette, Colorado to go see my God-daughter and her family. (Driving on I-25)

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    This is my God-daughter, Sophia. She is playing with a coffee cup here

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    Sophie and I at dinner

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    Sophie and I with Sophie’s Aunt Jess

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    We fired up my laptop while I was visiting and Sophie saw my desktop background (which is a picture of Sophie and I)

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    Driving home on I-25

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    Bethany and I got together for some dessert at Whole Foods (I really didn’t put all of that in my mouth)

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    And a day wouldn’t be complete without spending some time in Second Life…

    That should do it for May!  If you are interested in seeing more 12 on 12th check out the Daily Breakfast Forum.

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